Monday, June 1, 2009

Finally... He answered me...

Being faithful is pretty easy when you see God active in your life. Being faithful when you hear nothing...that on the other hand isn't so fun. And that's where I found myself for 7 years. God gave me a few verses in 2002: Matthew 7:9-11 "Which of you, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake? If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him!"

I prayed this verse in a specific situation in my life for seven years... asking God to be true to who He said he would be. So many times during the waiting I felt discouraged, defeated, unheard. Though I knew I had to choose to follow God even in His silence concerning this issue, so many times I ran out of strength. And during those times He wasn't completely silent - He always met me in my need. He taught me to trust in Him alone... to long for Him... He showed me the strength He can give in the moments that I felt the weakest. He brought incredible friends in my life to encourage me, keep me on track and help me stay faithful to Him. I'm a changed person because of this process... I wouldn't trade what I've learned for anything.

And this past year, He showed me He hadn't forgotten about me.... He has answered my specific prayer in a way that is so much more than I could EVER have expected... I am humbled, and He is faithful to His promises!

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